One Chance and One Chance Only

Do you ever sit and think about UR life... I mean seriously imagine life as a pure, beautiful, gift. Something that you did nothing as a sperm cell, to create the life that you live. How you use to be an infant who could not even clean up your own poop and had to be hand fed, and now looking in the mirror you see a giant head with facial hair and baggy eyes. Or for you girls, a head full of hair, fake eyelashes and piercings in weird places.

Well I was just thinking about how much time has passed inbetween birth and this very second right now. How iv'e encountered some many different lives along my path. How I dont have a single friend from child hood( 4 -10 years old). How thankful I am of the friends I met in High School and how they transitioned from friends to family! How I graduated High School (Dunwoody Represent!) and College (Auburn) on time! and now im in Graduate skewl.... for freakin THEOLOGY! Wut the heezy...

I can't help but wonder how many lives I have affected both positively and negatively. Especially negatively, man I did some pretty douche baggy moves when I was young. Everything was about me and how I can be happy and feel good. Peoples well being and happiness was the least of my concerns. It was survival of the fittest out there. And now im ponder on my life and I wonder man did I ruin something that could have been some beautiful today, friendships and past relationships. Not anyone in particular but ALL of them. Money? Sex? Popularity? Ego? Image? did I let these things ruin something beautiful?

We all can say don't live in regret and don't dwell on the past. Well too late I just did, but I do believe history is the blueprint for a better future. I know exactly what NOT to do. My mistakes become failures only when I refuse to learn from them.

2010 is year 27 for me, and it will not be lived like year 26.

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